Friday, July 10, 2009

So, we won't be doing anything. It will happen, or I'll stop cycling, it's all good.

So, here we go again. I think that was a period, starting two weeks ago tomorrow and lasting three days. On and off like a light switch, no muss no fuss, no lingering, but pretty pink not dark.

Before that I consulted the ever-so-wise mommy group and discussed my chances and choices. This title's post is the conclusion I came to with their help. So, we won't be doing anything. It will happen, or I'll stop cycling, it's all good. So, no birth control, no charting basal temps, no hurry.

I was given a sling the day before our loss. Since I may not be using it, I sent it to my cousin in Japan who is expecting her first. She loved it, and the DVD explaining it too. I also sent the hooter hider that I had bought for my hubby for a father's day gag gift. My mom was already practicing how to draw a huge pair of natural breasts on it. The cousin got it without the modifications. Not that I feel covering is required, just that it is nice to feel secure in the beginning when you are getting the hang of whipping them out without being super-obvious.

The cousin was five days past forty weeks. I'm sending prayers that they don't induce her, and just wait for the baby to be born healthy.